Day 50

Today is April 30, 2020
The pandemic caused by novel coronavirus has caused over 230,000 deaths and more than 3.2 million people have been infected across 177 countries. Due to inferior testing the number may actually be higher. And some nations may be false with their data report.
The virus called Covid19 has deflated the economy, causing millions to claim unemployment, put major restrictions on travel and caused many to experience new anxiety and grief to many more.

American Airlines, Delta and United announced on Thursday that all customers will be required to wear face coverings starting in May.  The move follows similar announcements from JetBlue and Frontier.

Social distancing methods have helped decrease the number of cases, but you would hardly believe it as new case totals continue to be in the high thousands (66,430 today). Many states and countries are attempting modified reopening of non-essential businesses. Beaches in California were opened this weekend with masses of people gathering in close proximity causing the governor to pull back the reopen order. In Japan, a country which looked like the worst was behind it, reported 200 new cases overnight. The antiviral medication remdesivir began trials on Feb. 21 and has shown positive results as early data from the trials has hospitalized patients with advanced COVID-19 and lung issues who received the drug recovered faster than similar patients who received a placebo. These positive results from a treatment are promising, but pale in comparison to the vaccine we so desperately need to truly help sway the tide in our favor. Also, amid this hopeful news countries have seen a spike in new cases (China Brazil, Turkey and Russia)  The U.S. remains the hardest hit country with over 1 million confirmed cases and over 50,000 deaths. 

Yet in all this chaos, death and suffering life still goes on as over 10,000 new born enter the United States each day. One such infant is Denver Olson, born to Jorrie and Erik Olson in Atlanta Georgia, and he is doing just fine. His parents are doing well too. Both gig workers in the film business they have been out of work a few weeks now, but it is a blessing in a sense as they spend their days dawdling over their precious son. We spoke and had a video chat with them today as they walked about Atlanta (seeing the Jackson street bridge nearly empty was quite the site). It is pleasing to be able to connect with friends during these sheltered times. It lifts the spirit and heals many wounds.

Someday we will all be able to gather again and hug and talk closely without fear. We just have no idea when that day will come. Until then, carry on my brothers and sisters. Rejoice in the life you have, the health you posses and the hope you cling to. 

Day 49

It is April 30, 2020 and the latest Coronavirus Updates are 3,205,726  total Cases and 227,290 total deaths. 79,844 new cases and 6,427 new deaths. The hardest hit countries yesterday were the United States with over 2,000 deaths and Europe (Spain, Italy, France and GB) with nearly 2,000 among them. There are many other world numbers to speak on, but some countries have not been forthcoming with their data. The numbers given here today are from worldometers.info and seem to be the most up-to-date.

In either case, the virus continues its lethal path around the globe taking lives along the way and exhausting the world economy.  The reopening of parts of the world has started, but among fears of consequences to the community who may no longer be safe-at-home.
    One topic I have considered and had dialogue on recently is the psychological effect this pandemic is having on people. Considering they cannot seek counsel at this time, I can see an increase in therapy appointments and psychological counseling in the aftermath of the Covid19 outbreak. According to Carl Jung, thoughts can be our enemies if we resist them or do not learn to manage them. Only by getting to the root of the anxiety and acceptance can we be free of the issue.  The key, claimed Jung, was self-realization. Knowing who you are and being self-fulfilled with the acceptance of yourself.  "The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are." -Carl Jung   Further reading on this subject...https://exploringyourmind.com/pillars-jungian-therapy-anxiety/
Today was a busy day. Remote teaching, some yard work and having the MG towed to Ax and Allies for a new starter. Both Maren and I had a positive day and look forward to continuing the Indiana Jones movie series tonight with The Last Crusade. Saucy Noodle was take out tonight. The weather was perfect at 72 degrees. In other pandemic news, dogs are being considered for training on how to sniff out infections, specifically eight Labrador retrievers, in asymptomatic carriers.

Day 48

      

April 28, 2020 and this is day 48 of a worldwide coronavirus pandemic. Covid-19 as it's known has found its way to over 180 countries where it has infected over 3 million people worldwide and the death total has now passed 200,000. As we anxiously awai a vaccine (the latest report is one could be avaiable in the fall) Very little is known at this time in regards to treatments and cures. In the u.s. alone nearly 21,000 new cases were reported yesterday and worldwide a number is closer to 70,000. In Europe, a few of the very hard hit countries like France and Spain are reopening with restricted protocols for non-essential business. Locally, the weather is warming up and as more and more states begin to reopen albeit with restrictions it is indeed a scary time. and what the reopening will mean in terms of infections and the continued spread of the virus


.I read recently in a book called words to live by; a young man, by the name of Paul Gandola wrote, “every minute starts an hour”. It made me think how each hour that begins whether it be that minute or even that second we have that opportunity to create something new and positive within that hour. Something new and positive within ourselves and for the benefit of others I feel like in these times it is an important lesson. Even though things may not be going the way you want at this moment and the world may not be exactly as you hoped at this time; a new hour begins a new series of moments in which you can change your attitude and begin to change your current thoughts and actions.


..”.Your thoughts become your words, Your words become your actions,Your actions become your habits, Your habits become your values, Your values become your destiny.” ― Gandhi








My Hope Is that amidst all this death, suffering and pain we can still seek to find goodness and motivation and a way to continue our lives that helps ourselves and those within our circle. So they may be the best they can be, not only every day, but every hour and every minute of each day.


Although most of the virus news is not promising we can still Celebrate Life and be grateful for those things that we have. Those things which bring a smile to our face and joy to our heart during this time. Here in Colorado,. Maren and I continue to teach remotely and do our best to bring comfort, familiartiy and new learning to the students we interact with daily.

Day 47

Today is April 27, 2020....Monday during a pandemic. As any tragedy or major traumatic event that impacts our lives, there is a need to cope.  We all have different methods for coping. It is important to realize, know matter what your method we can all continue to grow in a more positive and fulfilling way. We can improve ourselves and thus help those around us.  In these trying times it is imperative that we make progress as an individuals, as a nation and as a world. A world of humans who interact in many ways with each other on a social, psychological and physical level.  We teach, support, care, guide and listen to each other. We spend time together building businesses, creating arts, training for championships, caring for those in need of care, giving a voice to the voiceless and educating young minds.  Just as the coronavirus has weaved it's way through our lives we also weave in and out of each others lives.  The influences are endless.  Music you hear, books and articles you read, speeches, podcasts and sermons you listen to, movies and T.V. shows you watch, teachers and doctors and friends and family members who advise and educate and console you. All of these moments we are in touch with each other on spiritual and mental levels all meant to produce a more positive outcome. Whether or not Covid19 infects 3 million (it has as of today) or 30 million (not a projection) we who survive all have a mission to be better at communicating love and support, proper advise and moral support, effective strategies and positive affirmations to one another. We must band together to fight this demon virus that is tearing through our world at a rapid pace and destroying lives in the process. So it is inevitable that we band together after the infections and deaths have ceased in order to begin a mass healing of our minds, hearts and souls.

Day 46

Sunday April 26, 2020
Everyday is like Sunday...as the days blend into each other and the routines and the mundane realities all make it seem like an unedited film. (see 1917 if you have not yet...it's bloody brilliant)
British singer Morrissey, formerly of the new wave band The Smiths, once sang...
Everyday is like Sunday
Everyday is silent and grey
Hide on the promenade
Etch a postcard :
"How I Dearly Wish I Was Not Here"

We all wish we were not here, in the midst of a pandemic. A worldwide battle against the invisible virus know as Covid19, Coronavirus, obligatory world party pooper! 

At 93, 109 new cases in the world and 5,747 deaths the virus is not slowing down.  There have been some reduced numbers in various countries (such as China currently with 14 confirmed cases), but for the most part the majority of the world (US, Europe, Saudi Arabia, Asia) are in an ongoing war against this virus which proving more formidable as time goes on. People are coping as best they can.

The stay-at-home orders are coming to a semi-close, meaning some restructuring of rules are going to be in place for most non-essential businesses to reopen.  This scares people simply because the virus is still out there without a vaccine and with minimal treatments showing great promise. 

The idea that a virus pandemic can cripple the world as it has is unknown to these living generations.

The few people who lived thru the 1918 pandemic can attest, it was a much lonelier time in quarantine. True isolation as people boarded up their windows and some would not even talk to each other. The authorities were not always straight forward with up-to-date information and of course there was no internet and various form of social media that we have today to stay connected. 

So, even though these days are difficult and boring.  The mortality rate is nowhere near the 1918 flu pandemic. And you have several viable ways to connect with your families, friends and co-workers as we all navigate through this shelter-at-home time.  Be present each day to the things you are most grateful for, stay diligent in staying healthy, and produce something positive for yourself and others.

Do not let the pandemic define you or control you but instead let your thoughts be positive and focus on what you can do now to preserve life and help others. Spread joy and comfort in anyway you can.

Write emails, letters and post encouraging words and images on social media. Be answer to a problem instead of another problem. Remember you are beautiful and can make others feel the same.

Day 45

Is Saturday April 25, 2020

“Desiderata,” by Max Ehrmann: "Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence." This piece of the poem, copyrighted in 1927, reminds us to continue in sound minds when the world around us in turmoil and find peace in quiet moments.

The world has been turned on end as the virus known as Covid19 has wormed its way across the globe to the result of nearly 3 million infected persons and almost 300,000 deaths. It has closed economy to a position the world has not seen in over 100 years. It has sheltered people to their homes, closing schools, churches, major sports leagues and all non-essential businesses in an unprecedented way. The surrealities of it all. 

In fact, the surreal feeling we are having during this time of pandemonium is valid. As surreal art was born after WW I, it was depicted by pieces of anti-art and the feeling of non-reason. The art dared to define reason just like this pandemic. Best described by André Breton, who published The Surrealist Manifesto in 1924, ".Surrealism was a means of reuniting conscious and unconscious realms of experience so completely that the world of dream and fantasy would be joined to the everyday rational world in “an absolute reality, a surreality.” 

The persistence of memory by Salvador Dali (1931) Many of us may feel the passage of time to be like this. As these days in quarantine seem to not only melt into one another, but go by so slowly as the hours wilt away by the boredom we are inflicted with and trapped by.

How the pandemic affects each one of us is different in both the physical and psychological way. Some are infected with minor symptoms and some in fact are with no symptoms at all while others are brought to the angel of death within days with no hope of recovery. Undoubtedly the psychological experience has been similarly surreal. 
Wherein some are rising to meet the challenge and striving to help others and be a positive influence for the cause while others have withered from the sheer enormity of the disease and its wrath and gone into hiding taking the shelter-at-home to a fear factor level of gun buying and food hoarding. Thus we are reminded again by Max Ehrmann, we have choice. A choice to be strong and stand tall among the suffering and to "Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness"                              

This should be our path during these uncertain times. Be bold and smart, find ways to connect with others while not in a physical sense but in a spiritual way that promotes mindful health and a powerful spirit.  Use your skills for the good of all. If you're a teacher, teach. If you're an artist make art. Create, say and do things that help people find a way to Nurture strength of spirit to shield...[them ]...in sudden misfortune. 

Day 44

April 24, 2020
Another Friday. Another still day. Another quiet afternoon. In world news there is little that is new. The updates to the coronavirus numbers I have been posting remain consistently depressing. Another 70,000 new cases, thousands of deaths, millions more suffering.  The world is suffering. We are all in this together.  Whether we are in the epicenter of the virus (New York) or living in a country of few cases (Greenland) the pandemic is in our hearts and minds. It's in the news. Inside social media. On all platforms it exists and seeps into our daily thoughts, conversations and even our dreams/nightmares. And no one knows when it will end.  So we continue calling on hopes and prayers to answer our queries and ease our concerns. Today I heard from a good friend, George, who lives in Henderson, Nevada, his sister Gail passed away after a short battle with bone cancer.
It seems death is all around us.  The world has become a macabre globe of pain and pestilence.   The word macabre comes from the French, who first used it to describe the universal power of death as la danse macabre. Known in English as the dance of death and in German as Totentanz.
It is quite apropos, as the French artistic allegory attests "no matter one's station in life the danse macabre unites us all.  Indeed we are all united in this dance. It is a fight for life and normalcy. We are all tired of sheltering at home. Tired of teaching and learning remotely. We are fighting for our freedom as much as we are fighting the pandemic. Early on the daily routines were helpful and the video chats and the work from home, but the novelty has worn off.  People are frustrated and anxious. Some are struggling to pay bills and waiting on stimulus checks. (Some checks were sent to people who died of Covid19 before they were sent to the living) Gig workers are struggling as work has dried up. Our economy is barely breathing and needs a respirator as much as the patients suffering from the virus that ravages the lunges and has killed nearly 190,000 people.
During this time one needs hope and love. Humans need something positive to cling to. I can say this...be present unto yourself, not the current events, but look inward to your soul, your body and be grateful.  If you are healthy, rejoice! If you are amidst family, rejoice! If you have food and shelter and a sound mind, rejoice! If you have not lost a loved one to this invisible death, then rejoice and see each day as a blessing. When you wake up, be mindful. Be aware as you make the coffee, smell the aroma. Pay attention to your body as you butter the toast or pour the juice. Be presently aware of the little things you do each day and take solace in the fact that you are alive and well.
During your day remember to take moments to be in the moment. Turn off the auto pilot and float in the ecstasy that is you now, alive and kicking!
Lyrics by Simple Minds...


What you gonna do when things go wrong?What you gonna do when it all cracks up?
What you gonna do when the love burns down?
What you gonna do when the flames go up?
Who is gonna come and turn the tide?
What's it gonna take to make a dream survive?
Who's got the touch to calm the storm inside?
Who's gonna save you?
Alive and kicking
Stay until your love is
Alive and kicking
Stay 'til your love is


Until your love is, alive

Day 43

Thursday April 23, 2020
An update on the Covid19 outbreak. The coronavirus aka Covid19 is an invisible force of devastation that has crippled our economy, travel and general way of life. The virus is in over 175 countries and has infected over 2.5 million humans. It's death toll is currently at 181,363.
The U.S. is far and away the epicenter of the virus as we are reporting over 800,000 cases and over 43,000 deaths (almost twice as many as the next country-Italy)  Four months removed from the first reported case in China during December 2019 (although a new report noted a case on November 17, 2019)  we are still seeing an increase in daily cases in several countries (Russia, Brazil, Canada and others). Conversely we are seeing a decrease in certain countries (Germany, France, Iran, Belgium-to name a few) and as one would imagine in many countries the numbers remain consistent (U.S., Spain, Italy) However, even when countries may be seeing a decrease, lack of testing makes those numbers less than accurate. All of this information and many other reports, photos and articles are quickly procured on our phones, tablets, laptops and desktops because of technology.
      How quickly it has become even more prevalent in our lives. No doubt, we are in the age of amazing and useful technology, but the degree that many of us are using it and in ways we may have not even imagined, it is opening up new learning for a lot of us. Yesterday, a colleague and I were discussing the idea that during this pandemic we may very likely see new technology created either for as specific and important need or just because technology now more than ever is our lives and livelihoods. Remote teaching in Aurora Public Schools (Colorado) is in it's fourth week.  Every week I learn something new about using technology to teach remotely. I saw first hand today how the young teachers, who grew up using technology as learners, are amazing at using technology to teach. I grew up with the dewy decimal system and microfiche! Eventually, the word processor was at our disposal (and quickly into the disposal).  We walked for our information. The library was our main source for all things. It was a time of patience and getting a head start on a project meant something.
It took time to search for the books, articles and documents about your subject matter.
   There may be a new wave of technology being born as we shelter-in-place. With this creative boom we are also seeing an uptick in cyber attacks. With anything, some will use it for good and others evil. Just today the World Health Organization announced they have had an increase in cyber attacks (breaches involving stolen data, specifically employee emails and personal information) and that has led to scammers impersonating WHO emails asking for donations. We must continue to be diligent not only against the virus, but against those that see it fit to take advantage of our fears, anxieties and in some cases our generosity.
Let it be know many folks are doing good work, necessary work and demanding work in order to aid all of humanity. Health care workers are risking infection everyday as the tend to the sick and dying. Educators across the world are remotely teaching over 1.5 billion children (90% of the worlds student body) and stories of heroes rising to the challenge are an everyday occurrence. In Pennsylvania, dozens of workers remained at a plant for 28 days (sleeping and working) in order to make millions of pounds of raw material used to make masks and gowns. None of them were told to do this, they volunteered. Be safe. Be grateful. Be mindful. What will you do to make the world a better place, either during or after the pandemic?

Day 42

April 22, 2020


" What they say's gonna happen, gonna happen at last. That's the way it appears." Mama Cass California Earthquake

Happy Earth Day. The 50th anniversary. Maybe not the best earth day ever, but some would disagree, especially mother nature. Due to stay-at-home orders and travel restrictions and many of the general public not commuting the world is environmentally cleaner. Particularly in regards to air quality, some of the best we have seen in decades.

"I can see clearly now..." lyrics by Jimmy Cliff Unfortunately, the world is being held hostage by the virus known as Covid19. Millions of humans infected and many thousands have perished from this deadly disease that continues it's invisible surge through the world. In Colorado the numbers are mild compared to other cities in America and around the world. 10,447 cases, 2,003 hospitalized and 486 deaths. In more populated cities the virus is running rampart. NYC has over 140,000 cases, by far the most of any major city in the U.S. By state, NY leads in cases with NJ, Mass., CA, Michigan, Penn., Florida and Louisiana suffering many infections. The world over is suffering and with no vaccine and treatments doing little. The anti-malaria drug hydroxychloroquine has proven to be ineffective. There is not much good news these days and even our clear skies will be only temporary as the smog and pollution will return once the autos and factories are running at full capacity. Although It would be nice to believe and I am hopeful people will see the value in walking or biking instead of driving when possible. As much of the questions, theories and projections we have these days, only time will tell.

"Well I've been out walking


I don't do that much talking these days
These days, these days I seem to think a lot
About the things that I forgot to do, for you
And all the times I had a chance to"



Lyrics by Gregg Allman

Day 41

April 21, 2020

On March 31, United Nations Secretary-General Antonio Guterres called the pandemic “the most challenging crisis we have faced since the Second World War.” It is hard to believe but on March 21st the U.S. was sixth in number of infections. On March 31st when this quote was stated we were first. Now the epicenter of this virus known as Covid19 our country is fighting over restrictions in regard to reopening. And the worst may still be ahead. Money is truly the root of all evil as economy and commerce it seems is more important than saving lives.

In a matter of 41 days since the World Health Organization declared Covid19 a pandemic the disease has been reported in every continent except Antarctica and in over 180 countries. To this day there have been in the excess of 2.5 million cases and over 175,000 deaths. The numbers are still increasing as new cases are still being reported in the hundreds or thousands in many countries. Two of the lowest increases are being seen in China (where the virus started and South Korea (one of the fastest to employ social distancing and stay-at-home orders).

So we continue to live and fight against this invisible threat without a cure and only moderate and slow response of treatments (although five days ago a Chicago hospital is seeing decreased fever and improvements in breathing from the trials of an antiviral medicine known as remdesivir). If proven to be safe and effective it could be the first approved treatment against the disease.

During this time of stress/fear, isolation, and anxiety we may find it more difficult to regulate our emotions. However, this is the most important time to work on this skill. The ability to regulate our emotions varies from person to person. It is our reaction to a situation. It is how our brain responds to stimulus. It starts in the amygdala, the part of our brain responsible for the fight or flight response, and it is up to us to not bite at the "bait" that causes us to react. It is this raw overreaction that we can avoid by buying time before answering or acting. By allowing time we access our frontal lobe, where reasoning and perspective can be applied. Recognizing choice is the key to regulating your emotions and making healthy decisions. Mindfulness and other self-regulating practices can help as well as naming your emotions. Being in touch with them and understanding them can help regulate those emotions. Being in control of your emotions can directly influence the quality of your life. And because emotions play an important role in adaptation this becomes increasingly important during these fluid times. It has been proven that you can reprogram your mind with inner dialogue and self-talk. Begin today with some positive affirmations that can lead to better emotional regulation and inner peace in an otherwise torrid outside world. May you find it inside yourself to care for your mind.

Day 40

April 20, 2020

A milestone I guess, 40 days, but feels more like a millstone around our necks. The virus we are trying to escape seems inescapable at this moment. The numbers yesterday were 72,846 new cases  and 5,296 deaths worldwide. Numbers still staggering and oft times unbelievable. Underneath the blanket of these horrific numbers is that parts of the world are seeing a reduction in new cases (Germany, Spain) and are allowing some small businesses to reopen with restrictions. In Germany, small shops opened to the public.  Below is a garden shop in Munich.

Norway, the Czech Republic and Denmark also lifted some restriction Monday as cases have slowed. In the U.S. Texas and New York saw decreases as well. It is fair to note the decrease in New York was in the case of deaths which came in at 478, the lowest since the beginning of the month.

These are positives in a world filled with negatives. The bulk of the human race is suffering. Suffering from an invisible enemy of all life. Our bodies, minds, hearts and souls have been impacted by this enemy. We suffer, yet suffering is a way of life. Some suffer more than others. Buddah said the basic condition of life is suffering. Compassion is born of suffering. Joy is known because we suffer. It is a very old metaphysical idea that everything that exists must co-exist in order for balance and symmetry. Thus there can not be good without evil. Covid19 is the evil. We will know joy and peace again someday after the evil is evaporated. For now we can continue to express gratitude for what we have.  Our health, our loved ones, shelter and the small things that may help us cope with the suffering we feel (in our own way). Find something today that makes you smile and look forward to tomorrow. 

 

Day 39

April 19, 2020
Sunday afternoon and I noticed today how quiet the world is. No sports to speak of on any level. Not even a local little league game.  No music concerts. No events of any nature. No flea markets, garage sales or art exhibits. No shopping. No gatherings. Dining out is no longer an option and you can forget about bars. So with everyone pretty much keeping to themselves, it's pretty quiet.
Maybe when this is all over we can learn to live a simpler life. Less is more they say. We'll see.
Much of our future is uncertain. When will a vaccine be ready? When will the world reopen for commerce? When will it feel normal? When will the new cases and deaths end?
(85,506 new cases and over 150,000 total deaths world wide) The world waits quietly for new orders on social distancing. In two weeks the nation will be given new protocols for what they can and cannot do in public in an attempt to begin the climb out of our nation's depressed economy.    None of us really knows how the world will respond once the virus has petered out and no new cases are present.
The fear will always be with us.  The anxiety of when/if the next virus will attack.  At least will be prepared.  Ready to combat the disease with in place protocols to prevent spread.  This is our future. It is all about predictions. Some experts (humans smarter than most of us and masters in their field) are saying the death totals in America will be less than originally thought. They say it may not be long before we climb out of this depressed economy once all of us are back to work. Some medical experts say viruses like coronavirus are here to stay and we can expect them every flu season.
  Much of what happens in the next year will depend upon our ability to produce a vaccine and/or better treatments, the people and how they protect each other with methods known to work (social distancing, hand washing, etc) and the understanding that a move back to normalcy needs to be gradual . A point to note here is Bill Gates and other notable disease and flu experts have been warning of a pandemic for years. Maybe listening to these experts in the future will be heeded more closely. Again none of us know.  One thing we are assured of is none of us want to go through this current state of affairs again, ever, if at all possible.  Good night world and good luck.

Day 38

April 18, 2020

Mousetraps and shrimp tails. That's what I have found on two separate occasions in our driveway. Maren says it's raccoons raiding garbage cans. It certainly is weird. There have been more wild animals spotted in areas usually uninhabited by boats, goats, etc since the stay-at-home orders. In Nara, Japan, sika deer wandered through city streets and subway stations. Raccoons were spotted on the empty beach in San Felipe, Panama. And turkeys have made a strong showing in Oakland, California. 

 
The world is a different place in many ways. Just what it will look like once the pandemic has ended is another question entirely and one many of us are pondering. As medical experts continue to try and create a vaccine the world continues to stay inside. 

The new cases and deaths are still many in number and only slight relief is happening around the globe. It is still early to tell if these decreases (in Italy and most of Europe number of new cases is down) are a trend for a flattening of the curve. In Asia the numbers saw a resurgence and that simply tells us the virus is being fought by each country on an individual basis with their own government resources and health care systems and thus their own results. Success in the progress in controlling the virus.  There were still more than 82,000 new cases world wide. In America alone 4,500 people died on Thursday from the virus.
Hold fast to hope and love.  The future is coming and there's nothing we can do about it. Let's hope it's brighter than yesterday.

Day 37

April 17, 2020 As the pandemic continues to rattle the world.The number of cases has surpassed two million worldwide and the death total now exceeds 150,000. Most people are doing their best to remain positive and stay active. Even though 95% of the country (US) is under stay-at-home orders.
In national news president Trump has stirred up some protesters with his tweets as some state small business owners are fighting back against stay-at-home restrictions. The country is looking to reopen on some level beginning April 30, but many are being impatient and trying to jump start the process. Governors have the power to reopen before the Trump order, but many are hesitant as new cases are still pouring in by the thousands and death is all around.  The argument is for smaller communities that have a small number of cases and are eager to get commerce going to remain in business. The medical experts fear that lack of testing is a problem. Testing would allow us to track and manage the infected persons without spreading it unwillingly. Supply shortages and restricted testing remain a problem. Antibody tests are being rolled out, but they are not vetted by the FDA. All in all it  remains a very fluid situation and one that has many officials and experts arguing over the next steps. The latest point of contention is the upcoming reopening of businesses. In local news, Colorado had a record low temperature three days last week, but it is sunny today with a high
of 53 degrees.
Another day of remote teaching looks and feels like this...

Day 36

April 16, 2020
The snow is falling again in spring and with the virus still infecting thousands around the world (69,000 + new cases) it makes me think of a graphic novel from Argentina called Eternaut, it told the story of a man displaced in time by an encounter with an alien device. In the beginning of the story the man and his family and friends struggle to uncover the mystery of an awesome snow that fell randomly, killing anyone whom it contacted.  The journey leads to a conflict between humans and aliens and ultimately leads to the man's space-time detachment. It is truly an incredible story written and illustrated by Hector German Oesterheld and Francisco Solano Lopez. In their native Argentina, both are well known for this graphic novel which, more than just an amazing sci-fi story, is a national true struggle for freedom from the government. The saga eventually forced Lopez to leave his native country and the Oesterheld family to lose their lives.

I have often thought of this graphic novel during this pandemic. Although the mortality rate is not as severe as it was in the comic the fear and stay-at-home scenario is apropos. We as a world will survive this pandemic at the cost of many lives and after much suffering. Let us hope we are all better humans and can learn to be better prepared for the unknown and the known (apparently many scientific experts predicted such an event). Either way, a growth mindset is always welcome.
"The future's uncertain and end is always near" sang Jim Morrison (Roadhouse Blues- 1970)
Good Luck world

Day 35

April 15, 2020
It is tax day. Not this year. Tax returns have been given an extension until July 15. We shall see where the world is by then. News came out today that President Trump has cut off funding to the World Health Organization, an odd thing to do during the height of a pandemic. These are the decisions he is making in this time of crisis. Some would say he’s not handling things very well and others might say he’s botched it from the beginning. Either way it remains to be seen if his reaction to the pandemic will make or break his chances for another term. My thoughts are if experts feel his lack of action early on costs many lives the people will go with Joe Biden, the democratic representative.. However if the people believe he made good choices and lives could not have been saved regardless then he stands a chance at re-election. We are truly months away, but one factor coming up is the reopening of the nation albeit in a modified form. We are unsure what this will look like, but the CDC and FEMA announces a plan today stating how areas will open up depending upon their situation in regard to the virus outbreak. Number of cases, hospitalizations and ability to handle an uptick in new cases if things start to go awry. Factors include population and recent numbers. All of this will still come with restrictions to the amount of people in any given place and their proximity to one another.
The number of new cases is still in the area of 80,000 and the deaths keep piling up.
Here is a dashboard for this week.

Maren and I were able to take a walk today even though the weather is up and down. After two cold days it warmed up to 45 degrees, but the sun was intermittent and the forecast once again is calling for snow. This evening we celebrated my parents 59th wedding anniversary on a video chat with the entire family and it was nice to see everyone smiling and laughing.
These are the times. These moments will never be forgotten. Be thankful everyday for your health and the ability to be able to connect the way that can. Good night world and good luck.

Day 34

April 14, 2020
As the day moves on the sun returned and melted the recent snow.  Flowers fought through the frost to sun themselves and birds chirped once again. It is clearly the days between winter and spring here in Colorado. The United States is in between two places or moments in time as we are close to the April 30 date of the reopening of the nation. Just what the reopening will look like is unknown, but it will certainly come with anxiety and fear.  It is like being stuck between the proverbial "rock and a hard place".  We saw this on our walk. It felt truly good to get out after two days inside.

Opening up commerce can help the economy begin it's slow climb back to a thriving nation (this will take some time) and potentially save some businesses from going completely under. However, it comes with people mingling and less social distancing which could lead to an uptick in new cases just as we have started to see a flattening of the curve in many cities. This Covid19 is a tricky virus as it hides undetected in people showing no symptoms.  The new cases yesterday still exceeded 77,000 and new deaths reached over 5,000. The next two weeks in this space between rock and hard place will be very interesting and possibly lend a hand in making the decisions on what the new rules will be.

Day 33

April 13, 2020 Monday and snowing. Is how this week started in Denver. Even with the virus known as Covid19 still spreading it's evil throughout the world, certain states are planning a reissue of stay-at-home orders to attempt to open commerce.  The CDC warns each state is it's own battleground.
Remote school is in session for most of the world and some are deliberating how to approach next year with the consideration that many students will lag behind after not receiving direct instruction for 6 months. That is if schools even open on time in September. There is still much to be determined regarding how the world will function even when the virus begins to slow it's attack.  Until a vaccine is created and distributed no one really knows how things will function even with restrictions. This morning Maren and I pontificated on how surreal this feels even after three weeks of isolation.
   The numbers around the globe are still in the upwards of 80,000 plus new cases. Spain saw it's death numbers decrease but at 517 that number is still ungodly. All around the world measures are being taken to prevent the spread, but unfortunately the spread occurred before these stay-at-home, social distance and mask-wearing orders were put in place and seriously adhered.  Though some states are seeing a leveling off of new cases the deaths are still happening as this virus affects people in different ways.  The virus as we know it has been around for five months and here is what we know about it:
It almost certainly originated from bats.  The bats with their evolved immune system causes the virus to replicate faster and the bats carries a reservoir of rapidly reproducing viruses.  The bat most likely passed it on to an animal with lesser of an immune system and that animal interacted with a human who then passed it on to others and so on.
The virus is passed through virus-laden particles inhaled into the mouth and throat. The virus has a surface protein that is primed to lock onto our Ace-2 receptor and then it proceeds to multiply itself and spread among cells. The body's immune system in most cases is able to locate the virus and snuff it out.  Because the virus is generally mild many carriers go around either asymptomatic and pass it on to others. However, when the virus moves down the respiratory tract into the lungs and because the lungs are richer in Ace-2 receptors the virus does greater damage causing patients to need intensive care. Much is still unknown about whether or not an infected person is immune for life (most likely not) and if this virus will continue to linger (most likely it will) and/or become less severe or more lethal. Finally, currently 78 vaccine projects are under way with another 37 to be launched. Human test trials will begin this year, but in a standard three phase trial this could take several months.  Some scientists have suggested a method that could expedite the trials by deliberately exposing healthy volunteers to the virus to test vaccines. This of course comes with risk as the coronavirus known as Covid19 has been known to occasionally slay the young and healthy.

The governor of Colorado addressed the media today and talked about sharing two new forms of information provided to the public (racial data and hospital discharges).

Day 32

Easter Sunday April 12, 2020 For the believers in the teachings of Christ. The son of God rose again today. However, for humans the mortal coil continues to unravel for many as Covid19 has now taken over 112,000 lives.  No resurrection will happen for them on earth (alas, only in heaven if such a place exists) In the infamous German story of Faust, by Goethe, the angels at the end of act 5 say to Faust,  "He who strives on and lives to strive/ Can earn redemption still"
In German the name Faust means lucky...may we be so as we strive on.
Recent days have shown a decrease in the case growth rate, but new cases are still being reported and deaths are still occurring each day. Today was cold as a bit of snow falls upon the Denver ground. We stay inside and talk to family on the phone. We read and nap. This is life sheltered at home. This is the current way of life for many.  Even for those in essential business today is a day to rest and rejoice and be grateful. These times and this virus show us just how fleeting life can be. Carry on my friends.
May the love of some spiritual father be with you today and in the future. May prayers come to light and may hope and grace surround us in a sheath of spiritual armor as our battle against the virus continues. Worship takes place indoors or in the hearts of believers as this photo of the empty Vatican shows.

Day 31

April 11, 2020 Saturday evening 5:48 pm
The Saturday night special is a colloquial term in the US for inexpensive,compact, small-caliber handguns of perceived low quality. Although these are not the guns Americans are buying these days at an alarming rate many U.S. citizens are arming themselves for the current pandemic as if it's the apocalypse (as if).  The number of F.B.I. background checks in the month of March soared to enormous rate and queries to the background check system translated to nearly 2.6 million guns sold, according to Small Arms Analytics and Forecasting. This is just one of several strange occurrences born from the Covid19 virus outbreak. The virus continues to do damage on all countries as the number of cases and deaths increased again.  When will we see a break and a decline? Nobody knows. Experts around the world are searching for answers as the world moans and mourns.
Looking at the numbers, American cases and casualties are still on the rise, but many countries are seeing a flattening and even small decreases in their numbers. Nonetheless, all of us are suffering and will continue to until a vaccine is created. The research and testing procedures being done are innovative and pushing the envelope, but even if a vaccine is found in the next few months (as a best case scenario) it will not be ready for mass production until the second half of 2021. The are currently four coronaviruses that circulate among the human race. None of which we have a vaccine for.
Today we slept in, ordered lunch from Rosenberg's Bagels and stocked up on some extras as this weeks forecast is for snow and cold temperatures. The weather today was beautiful and we enjoyed sitting and laying out back for most of it. Tonight we will continue our Harry Potter movie marathon with The Half-Blood Prince.
I leave you with a passage from Rene Daumal, a french poet (1908-1944) who died of tuberculosis at the age of 36 and knew suffering. He wrote in his unfinished novel Mount Avalone,
"To reach the summit, one must proceed from encampment to encampment. But before setting out for the next refuge, one must prepare those coming after to occupy the place one is leaving. Only after having prepared them, can one go on."
 In a way, I feel as us humans proceed through this pandemic and we theoretically climb it's mysterious summit to conquer it finally we must prepare the future humans for its wraith it it ever rears its head again (as many experts have surmised)

May we climb and conquer this invisible mountain called Covid19 and come out the other side better people and better prepared for future mountains.

Day 30

April 10, 2020 The day has been a mix of cloudy/windy and cool to sunny and warm.  They say a storm is coming through next week.  The storm known as Covid19 has been here doe several months. For the purposes of this blog it has been thirty days. 30 days. One month. The situation all over the world is fluid and ever-changing form day to day.  It seems this virus is changing too. Not say it is morphing into some other strain, but what we know about it is changing. Today governor Polis of Colorado spoke outside the Denver Convention center where they are constructing an additional and temporary housing for hospital beds.  

He also announced that a 19 year old baseball player and a 13 year old girl with no preexisting conditions fell fatal to the virus.  Be careful and be safe. I spoke with my mom and dad today. They seem unsure and nervous and that is how many of us feel. On a podcast yesterday, David Neagle, a best-selling author, speaker and coach for small business owners, talked about how our subconscious mind has never experienced a situation like this (wide-spread virus, social distance, bans and restrictions on many of life's freedoms) so our conscious mind does not know how to react. The podcast can be found here.https://www.instagram.com/p/B-ruZMmhG0m/

The situation continues to show an increase in cases and deaths and although some say the peak is close and signs that a decrease of new cases and deaths is eminent if we continue to social distance there is still an understanding that if we lift social distance orders an increase in infections could happen. Today according to the WHO there were over 80,000 new cases. The total number of deaths worldwide closes in on 100,000.

The WHO dashboard that I have been posting will only be posted once a week moving forward. So beginning today every Wednesday I will post the dashboard.  Be sure to look at the moon tonight even though it's in the waning gibbous phase it a beautiful moon and can be clearly seen at nearly 90% visible. Good night World and good luck.

Day 29

Today is April 9, 2020.  The following dashboard is from the World Health Organization.

It is hard not to become depressed looking at these numbers. I am working towards changing my mindset from learning to growth. As I have researched this pandemic in order to write this blog I have learned much about the virus and how the world is dealing. There have been some successes and some failures.   The battle against the coronavirus aka Covid19 continues and more lives were lost yesterday. In some areas it seems the curve is flattening, but we are far from a place of relaxation. As the caseload reaches nearly 1.5 million our resources are alarmingly low.  The world continues to create hospital supplies needed on a daily basis. We are doing our part over hear by social distancing and wearing our mask and gloves in public. The next steps are to continue to change our mindset and grow from this experience, as horrifying as it has been, to come out of it alive and somehow a better person. There is an attitude that starts with gratitude and takes you through to allowing yourself grace, but along the way we must find inside of us the energy and desire to change for the better.  So, when this pandemic is over we are not nearly victims of circumstance, but champions of fortitude and solidarity.  There is no blame (although some will) for blame only pushes control away. We need to be in control of ourselves and it starts with choice. No matter the situation we always have choice.
Victor Frankl said it best, " Everything can be taken from a man (or woman) but one thing; the last of the human freedoms-to choose one's attitude in any given set of circumstances, to choose one's own way."                                              Which way will you choose?

Day 28

April 8, 2020
"[Even] ...the good die young..." Billy Joel sang a song called only the good die young, but apparently even the young are dying form Coronavirus aka Covid19. According to the Washington Post many young people are vulnerable to this virus that is sweeping the world.  Many Americans under the age of 50 have been infected and hundreds have died. No one is immune. The state of New York announced it's largest death total to date with 731 deaths. The state has been hit the hardest by far with over 5,000 deaths and over 365,000 cases. The latest WHO dashboard...

Maren and I both woke up today feeling overwhelmed. We went for a walk to help ourselves get centered. It was halpful, but our energy levels were still low. We came back and Maren created this sidewalk chalk art. We did venture out today and it was a bit unnerving being out there even with a mask and gloves. "It's best just to stay home"- Kathy Getz

Day 27

Tuesday April 7, 2020
The world of remote learning, meeting, celebrating and some daily business operations continues under the wake of the Covid19 virus outbreak.  The virus is raking through the world with a viscous infection rate and a death rate of 1.38% which is considerably higher than the 0.1% death rate from seasonal flu.  The number of cases is the more appalling number as over one million people have been confirmed, but the number of cases if probably a significant number more as testing is limited.  The overwhelming numbers continue to increase causing shortages in hospital beds, masks, gloves, ventilators and health care personnel.  Many hospital supplies are being created by local businesses, major corporations and even talented lay people.  The WHO dashboard today...The daily change was a minus 10% double of yesterday.  The trend seems to be on a downward move, but 68,764 new cases is still a large number (knowing not all cases are confirmed) The world is still in a war...

In Colorado, a day after the Governor extended the stay-at-home order to April 26 from it's original end date of April 11, 29 additional deaths were confirmed and although the number of new cases is decreasing in the state the fear and danger is not behind us. Many other states are suffering far worse and pockets of the country are in utter panic.  Fear of running out of ventilators and hospital space is a reality and it will be a matter of when, not if, it happens.
Today we taught, walked and had saucy noodle for dinner. Maren is doing well although she is missing her students and the routine of going into work each day.  We are able to have good quality time together and are keeping positive despite the circumstances happening in the world.

Day 26

Today is April 6, 2020. For the first time that I have noticed there was a decrease in the percentage of new cases and deaths. In looking back this has happened before, but not as high a percent. It has not occurred often, yet it is a positive trend we hope will continue Here is the World Health Organization and their new dashboard...frankly I thought the other one was better.  However this new site comes with other graphs and numbers regarding the Covid19 virus outbreak..

Today at 6:30 pm Governor Polis of Colorado addressed the state and has set the restriction ban date to be lifted on April 26th four days prior to the national date. He believes we are making progress and the stay at home order is saving lives and he is hopeful we can get back to a semblance of normalcy in our daily lives.  As it goes though all is subject to change.  Colorado, in general, is not a state that has been hit hard by the virus.  However, the nation continues to brace for what expects to be a rough few weeks as hospitals are short on supplies, space and energy as health care workers are being taxed to the max.  Around the globe masks, gowns and ventilators are being made.  The President continues to trip on his words stating incorrect information regarding tests and possible treatments. He erred in his information regarding the malaria drug hydroxychloroquine. 

Today Maren and I taught remotely and were able to go on two walks. I practiced mindfulness a few times today. The world continues to mourn the dead and aid the sick.

Surf is down as this photo of California's Manhattan beach clearly shows. 

Day 25

April 5, 2020.  Today is Sunday. Not your ordinary Sunday. Most churches have been closed for weeks. Worship happens at home along with just about everything else.  Celebrations, meetings and visits are being done through internet platforms such as Skype, FaceTime, Zoom and Google meets. The world is trying it's best to combat the virus known as Covid19. It is trying and in some ways it is succeeding and in others it is failing.  The scope of this pandemic (the word pandemic alone tells you how serious) is broad.  The virus lives and kills in over 200 countries and has taken the lives of over 62,900 lives.  The virus has infected over one million people and the uptick of new cases tells us it will continue for sometime. How much time no one really knows. Some experts say it may continue for 12-18 months.  The insanity of it all. Currently many people around the world are wearing masks in public. The CDC has suggested it and compliance will help the spread of the virus to some extent (as social distancing has), but it is inevitable that the spread will continue until...it either burns out (herd immunity theory), or it gets under control with a vaccine. Both of these scenarios are going to take time. Each will have an end result of much loss of life.  The health care systems, personnel and supplies are in drastic survival mode.  Even as the world ramps up the production of masks, gown, ventilators and hospitals the virus continues to surge through our humanity at a rate we cannot stay with. The latest WHO dashboard looks like this...5:19 pm

Maren and I are doing well.  We are healthy. We are working from home. We are exercising. We are connected with our friends and family in this current virtual way. Today we walked and rested. We spoke with my family for Tom's 58th birthday and talked with Dewey and Kathy.  It feels good to hear the voices of loved ones.  All we know are healthy and sheltered-at-home. At least the weather is warming.... Good night and good luck.

Day 24

April 4, 2020 and it is becoming increasingly depressing to read each day the death totals and the fears of projected deaths as the US bears for the worst casualties of any country. The Washington Post a leader in distributing the latest news from around the world and especially the US tells of several mistakes our government (The Trump administration) has made leading up to this point. A point in which soon we will be out of ventilators and possibly and horribly forced to decide which virus victims live and die (as Italy has already had to do) America, as of today, has had over 8,000 deaths and over 300,000 confirmed cases. Ten days ago we had 54,000.  The dashboard looks like this...

The rest of the world is devastated as well with over one million cases confirmed and the death total now sits at 57,206. The entire world is trying to band together to fight this Covid19 virus, but each country is drowning in it's own right.  Hospitals are overwhelmed, health care workers are exhausted and supplies are in dire shortage. Many resources have been ordered to build ventilators, produce gowns and masks and other protective equipment and makeshift hospitals are being created around the world. And at the same time the bodies are piling up without sufficient coffins and/morgue space.

It is a true-life nightmare taking place. 

Today I actually woke up relaxed and enjoyed the day off from remote teaching, but as I read the latest headlines the fear and anxiety are rearing their ugly heads. Maren and I remain healthy and hopeful we can stay that way. Tomorrow is Sunday and we plan to create a routine to help us through this pandemic. Que sera, sera...sang Doris Day

Day 23

Today is April 3, 2020. It is Friday and no one is thanking god.  The days of the week matter not to the monster virus known as Covid19 as death tolls keep coming in with another 5,000 plus yesterday worldwide. New York City saw it's largest death total as well at 562. The Centers for Disease Control is recommending everyone who goes in public for any reason ought to wear a mask.  The Trump administration is saying it is up to the governors of each state to issue the order. The total number of cases confirmed yesterday was over 75,000.  Here is the latest dashboard...

 In Denver news governor Polis announced several districts will be ending the school year of any in-person teaching and remote learning will continue until the end of the school year that is 2019-20.
Later he announced that all people going out in public wear a mask. These steps all to flatten the curve of the virus as it ramps up its attack on the US. The state confirms over 3700 cases but some are saying its likely 4 to 10 times that amount.  98 people in Colorado have died from the virus.
Today we spent the day remote teaching and connecting with students and staff.
Tonight is Friday night.  Wine lives.  We live.  We love. Quindi la vita va per alcuni. So life goes for some...

Day 22

April 2, 2020 It is hard to fathom it is day 22 on this journey through the Covid19 virus outbreak.  As the world reels from the pandemic and many lives have been drastically changed, shattered, and ultimately lost (the recent death toll is 45, 693) it still appears to experts as the end is not near. We appear to be close to a year away from a vaccine and some countries have not reached their peak yet.  Including the US where now there are over 240,000 confirmed cases. The government and many state officials are unsure what the next steps are, but rumors are abounding that masks may become a suggested protocol for anyone going outside as this virus continues to infect people at an enormous rate. 2100 cases were confirmed in Louisiana alone yesterday.  New York is the epicenter with some 92,000 cases and over 2,000 deaths.  The virus is showing no bias as people of all ages, races and cultures are being infected.  It is hitting the big cities and most crowded areas the hardest. France yesterday reported over 400 deaths. The numbers are truly staggering. The WHO dashboard as of 7:34 pm looks like this...

This day we completely sheltered as the temperatures dropped and snow began to fall and accumulate in the later afternoon. We taught remotely and spent the day talking remotely with students and fellow staff. All of us trying to come to terms with this new way of education. I'm not going to lie, it has been hard. Good night world and good luck to all of us.

Day 21

April 1st, 2020  The deadly virus called Covid19 is sweeping across the world and hitting America in force as over 5,000 American lives have been lost so far.  The death total was its highest for one day with more than 900 reported.  More states are shutting down and restricting movement as more than 90% of the US population live in areas with shelter-in-home order, but some are saying it is not enough and are calling for stricter shelter-in-place orders.  In either case, the economy will almost surely face a recession it has not seen in years. Overall, the virus continues to spread it's death around and the total of cases and deaths gets bigger each day.  The WHO dashboard looks like this at 10:55 pm

 Today we continued remote teaching. I submitted two new lessons to each of my google classrooms. A fun activity of matching and coloring and aping exercises for K-2 and a imaginative game of shadow sports for the 3-4-5 sector. I checked in with some staff and visited some classroom connection circles.  The kids seem confused and uncertain.  They miss their friends, teachers and the friendly confines of their buildings.  It is the old adage, you don't know what you have until it's gone.

 On our walk today we saw playgrounds roped off.  Many of our typical crowded streets and parking lots are empty as all non-essential businesses are closed. Causing less congested streets, but more crowded sidewalks as people who are quarantined are allowed to go out for exercise and air.  Even though in some cases their usual places are closed off (playgrounds, tennis courts, gyms and recreation centers.